| May. 1st, 2009 @ 11:17 pm Odd one out |
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I don't normally go out on both Fridays and Saturdays (usually just one, if at all). With most people I usually hang around with, going out on the weekends seems to be 'the thing to do'. Work all week, go out on the weekends. But I'm always left wondering if there is more to life than just that. (To clarify - I try to make every day of the week enjoyable, no matter what I'm doing on those days.)
For almost the past two years, I've put in a lot of hard work during the week and even on weekends in order to try to learn Spanish. It is the third biggest chunk of my time after sleeping and work. I want to learn Spanish so that I can be bilingual and won't have to feel like a stupid ignorant American any longer (instead I can call myself a recovering American). I want to learn another language so that it will help me travel and explore the world and search for the 'more' that is out there. Even if English is probably the most useful language for that task, Spanish is still widely spoken. And even if there isn't 'more' out there, at least I went and looked instead of going to the same bars in the same city weekend after weekend.
So one might logically believe that a Spanish course at the local university would be a good place to connect with like-minded people who are also interested in learning a language. That belief would be dead wrong. Everyone in my class thinks I'm some sort of super smart genious, but the truth of the matter is that I probably study 3x as much as most people do in that class. Granted, most of them are full-time students and I only work full-time and Spanish is my only class. After all, I put off taking a foreign language until I graduated due to the demanding nature of my undergraduate coursework. But, in reality, I think an engineering curriculum is probably a lot more time-intensive than many of the majors for the students in these classes.
So in both cases, I end up being the odd one out.
And I imagine this will continue to be the case for quite some time yet, altho the situations will probably change significantly (and I will as well, I probably just won't change in a manner that brings me into conformity with those new situations.) |